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I’m so confused and I hate it. I don’t know what to do anymore. I really like this kid but there’s a few problems, as always. I feel like I have to do all the work and that’s not fair to me at all. It makes me feel stupid and like he doesn’t even care. He tell’s me he does but I just don’t know anymore. He never shows me anything. I’m a person who appreciates the little things and even things like him texting me first or telling me “I miss you” or making an effort to see me would be enough. I still have the picture he made me and everytime I look at it, it makes me smile. I just wished that he still did those things for me… And it’s not even like I’m taking him away from his friends or putting him through hell to come over. I haven’t seen you in about three months and on top of that we pick you up and drop you off when you live about thirty minutes away. And he says he doesn’t feel at home then fine I don’t mind going over there for a few hours. It doesn’t bother me. I do MORE than my fair share of the work but he doesn’t do anything and at the end of the say I look stupid. I don’t know, maybe it’s me… wouldn’t suprise me. But I honestly think I deserve more from him and if not I’m going to have to end it with him because I can’t take it anymore… I really don’t want to but it’s not fair. I just wish he’d show the slightest effort…. :( but this is my last post on him. If things don’t change then I’m done. I cant anymore.
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“Damaged people are dangerous. They know they can survive.” — Josephine Hart (via rjbaig) (via shbaldwin) (via katsavegan) (via loveyourchaos)
that its been months since i told you how i felt nd those feelings still haven’t gone away? sure they’ve faded a bit but not much. i hate this. i hate how humans always want what we cant have and dont want whats right in front of us. the things we really want aren’t good for us but the best things for us we dont want. i wish he could see the real me. that looks didnt matter… but sadly they do. i wish he could see how much i care about him and how every time i look at his picture my heart skips a beat… ughhh why cant i find someone who will love me for me? or even like me for that matter? whats wrong with me? i see couples together and all those questions run through my head… i want it to go away. i dont want to have to think about it everyday… i wish i was alone sometimes… where no one could get to me… where i could just be by myself with music and nothing else… serenity….