Alexxxx :p
I’m So Confused…

You’re throwing me through a loop at the moment. I don’t understand. You say that you like me and all but in some ways you don’t show it. I feel like the only reason you’re here is for my body and not for me and to be frank, I deserve better than that. Just like every other decent girl in the world I deserve to have a guy treat me right and show me the affection that you don’t give me. You hold my hand and kiss me but that’s about as far as it goes. I want a guy to hold me and make me feel better when I’m down, someone who kisses me not sexually but in a cute way. I want a guy to make me feel special and let me know that he thinks im special in his eyes too, that there’s something I have that other girls don’t and that’s why he chose me. I want a guy to spend time with me, not the computer. And a guy that when I go to kiss him doesn’t pull away but pulls me closer. i want a guy to look me in the eyes and say you’re beautiful just the way you are not to tell me how hot other girls are in attempts to make me jelous. I really don’t like that, especially when you say it about my friends. I want to be the only girl you think about in that way. But if that’s too much to ask for then fine. I know that there will be plenty of other guys that are willing to do that for me. I know that i deserve someone like that. You want to be single fine go do your thing but don’t expect to come over and kiss me and all. I’m better than that.